Stress. Stress. Stress.

Stress is currently taking over my life. Its only September and I'm already stressed with school. During the week is all about school and work. No free time. Except when I go to youth group on Wednesday nights, which I'm extremely thankful for. I do school from 8:30-4:30 and then go to work from 5-8 and then come home and do more school until I go to bed. You may ask why I take so much time doing school. Well, ever since elementary school I have been a very good student. Freshman year of high school I began to have a lot of struggles in my life and my grades started dropping. Freshman and Sophomore year sometimes I would have that I don't care, this is dumb, kind of attitude. Other times I would constantly beat myself up until I got my grades up. It Junior year and it started out difficult because I'm new to this whole online school thing.  But now my grades are my top priority. It is extremely important to me that I get good grades. I want to get into college. And I want to be successful in my life. I keep telling myself I'm going to work, work, work until I get great grades. And I have found that when I have good grades and I know I am working hard, it makes me feel a whole lot better. Its just the stress that's attacking me. Hopefully after I get all caught up and on track then I will feel good and not have any stress weighing on my shoulders.